i glance back on past entries now and then. they dont please me. it's hard to make sense of them in retrospect despite the fact that they're logical when i write them. i wish i were eloquent. for the sake of flattering myself for being actively aware of my weakness and in no way meant as a whiplash to my self confidence, here's an "i wish" list.
I wish:
i could speak well
i were more patient
i could tell 3 people in the world imi cer iertare and te iubesc
for wisdom
i could stick to a routine
i would be able to make friendships that last
for the ins to give me what i need or rott in hell
i had a limitless passion or devotion
I thank god for Boba.